The first day of fasting beyond belief, I though it would sluggish because it is usually a little heavy for the first day, but it turned out different today I feel had a great power, did not feel hungry, lethargic.
I went to school in the morning , but it was only short meeting , just took a school schedule and meet friends. after that I walked to the bus station , i came to the wrong bus plan , this made me need to go back to the bus station and it took almost 45 minutes , one thing that surprised me was , I did not actually feel thirsty, tired after my long runs. I went to one supermarket to shop to buy a chicken, because my daughter wants a chicken. Finally I got home, I feel have excess energy and keep the spirit,
I ended up cooking the soup for my youngest child, and began to prepare food for breaking fast. 21:10 iftar first day is long, but I'm glad I did not have trouble.
when my first daughter got home, I invited her to sholat together , there's something funny, we're not used to praying together, usual we do by our selv , but somehow today I want to pray in congregation. but something funny happened, we pray like a racer until it is half way we both feel weird and laugh, God forgive us, you knew exactly that was not our proposed to laughing during the prayer time.
Finally we repeat the prayer until four times. At last we done it with Khushuu.
someting strange happened , laughing makes us very excited, the energy that we have progressively increase, may God give happiness through our prayers.
I also still keep coming to Zumba( aerobic , mix dance ), my husband asked me , whether was not to hard to do zumba when we are fasting ? I replied, not because we fast we reduce the activity,
we just do usual because of the strength that comes not only from ourselves but from God as well .....
in other words fasting today I feel very joyfull.
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